The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

The first time, ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars
Were the gifts you gave
To the dark,
and the endless skies
My Love.

And the first time, ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hands
Like the trembling heart
Of a captive bird
That was there, at my command
My Love.

And the first time, ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy
It would fill the earth
And last, 'til the end of time
My Love.
The first time ever I saw your face,
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
and the moon and the stars
were the gifts you gave
To the dark
and the endless skies my love

The first time, ever I saw
Your face
Your face
Your face
Your face



Roberta Flack

I want you

Oh my baby baby I love you more than I can tell
I don't think I can live without you
And I know that I never will
Oh my baby baby I want you so it scares me to death
I can't say anymore than "I love you"
Everything else is a waste of breath

I want you
You've had your fun you don't get well no more
I want you
Your fingernails go dragging down the wall
Be careful darling you might fall
I want you
I woke up and one of us was crying
I want you
You said "Young man I do believe you're dying"
I want you
If you need a second opinion as you seem to do these days
I want you
You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways
I want you
Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget
I want you
Since when were you so generous and inarticulate
I want you
It's the stupid details that my heart is breaking for
It's the way your shoulders shake and what they're shaking for
I want you
it's knowing that he knows you now after only guessing
It's the thought of him undressing you or you undressing
I want you
He tossed some tatty compliment your way
I want you
And you were fool enough to love it when he said
"I want you"
I want you
The truth can't hurt you it's just like the dark
It scares you witless
But in time you see things clear and stark
I want you
Go on and hurt me then we'll let it drop
I want you
I'm afraid I won't know where to stop
I want you
I'm not ashamed to say I cried for you
I want you
I want to know the things you did that we do too
I want you
I want to hear he pleases you more than I do
I want you
I might as well be useless for all it means to you
I want you
Did you call his name out as he held you down
I want you
Oh no my darling not with that clown
I want you
I want you
You've had your fun you don't get well no more
I want you
No-one who wants you could want you more
I want you
I want you
I want you
Every night when I go off to bed and when I wake up
I want you
I'm going to say it once again 'til I instill it
I know I'm going to feel this way until you kill it
I want you
I want you
I want you



This song never fails to make me cry, it still does ... reminding me of lost love ... sigh

What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted

As I walk this land with broken dreams
I have visions of many things
Love's happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion,
What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that's now departed?
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Maybe.
The fruits of love grow all around
But for me they come a tumblin' down.
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can't stand this pain much longer
I walk in shadows
Searching for light
Cold and alone
No comfort in sight,
Hoping and praying for someone to care
Always moving and goin to where
What becomes of the broken hearted
Who had love that's now departed?
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Maybe.
I'm searching though I don't succeed,
But someone look, there's a growing need.
Oh, he is lost, there's no place for beginning,
All that's left is an unhappy ending.
Now what's become of the broken-hearted
Who had love that's now departed?
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I'll be searching everywhere
Just to find someone to care.
I'll be looking everyday
I know I'm gonna find a way
Nothings gonna stop me now
I'll find a way somehow
I'll be searching everywhere


Jimmy Ruffin

Easy Hearts

put the houses in a row
down the streets we used to know
and all the things out in the yard
that can hang there to and fro

if the money isn't right
can i be yours tonight?
i've an easy heart

from the windows of your house
reflects back on yourself
then it gets you wonderin'
if it means anything

if the money isn't right
can i be yours tonight?
i've had a pretty hard life
i've had a pretty hard life
for such an easy heart

you move away when you're young
they take away where you're from
and all the things out in the trees
that can hang there in the breeze

if the money isn't right
can i be yours tonight?
i've had a pretty hard life
i've had a pretty hard life
for such an easy heart
easy heart


Whiskeytown

"Walk On By"

If you see me walking down the street
And I start to cry, each time we meet
Walk on by
Make believe that you don't see the tears
Yes let me grieve in private
'Cos each time I see you I break down and cry
Oh walk on by
I just can't get over losing you
And if I seem broken in two
Walk on by
Foolish pride, that's all I have left
So let me hide the tears and the sadness
You gave me when you said goodbye
Oh walk on by
Stupid pride that's all I have left
So let me hide the tears and the sadness
You gave me when you said goodbye
Oh walk on by
You know you really got to go
So walk on by
Baby leave me never see the tears I cry
Know you really got to go so walk on by
For my sister

Tom Waits

My (first)playlist at - MyFlashFetish.com

Blue Valentines

He sends me blue valentines
All the way from Philadelphia
To mark the anniversary
Of someone that I used to be
And it feels just like there's
A warrant out for my arrest
Got me checkin in my rearview mirror
And I'm always on the run
That's why I changed my name
And I didn't think you'd ever find me here

To send me blue valentines
Like half forgotten dreams
Like a pebble in my shoe
As I walk these streets
And the ghost of your memory
Is the thistle in the kiss
And the burgler that can break a roses neck
It's the tatooed broken promise
That I hide beneath my sleeve
And I see you every time I turn my back

He sends me blue valentines
Though I try to remain at large
They're insisting that our love
Must have a eulogy
Why do I save all of this madness
In the nightstand drawer
There to haunt upon my shoulders
Baby I know
I'd be luckier to walk around everywhere I go
With a blind and broken heart
That sleeps beneath my lapel

He sends me my blue valentines
To remind me of my cardinal sin
I can never wash the guilt
Or get these bloodstains off my hands
And it takes a lot of whiskey
To take this nightmares go away
And I cut my bleedin heart out every nite
And I die a little more on each St. Valentines day
Remember that I promised I would
Write you...
These blue valentines
Blue valentines
Blue valentines

SRIMATI RADHARANI

Radha ..

Krishna (w)ALLpaper

Small but gorgious picture of Krshna converted by me in much bigger and somewhat different wallpaper.
I'm in love with those radiant colors that seem to tell about the brilliant sun, spices, sand & silk.
Enjoy my humble addition. :-)

Animations Yeaah !

I just LOVE those beautiful brightly colored Hindu animations.
And I think I'll HAVE to show you more of these !

The Journey

The Journey

One day you finally knew

what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting their bad advice--
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.


"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy was terrible.
It was already late enough,
and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen branches and stones.


But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do--
determined to save
the only life you could save.


Mary Oliver

FridayNight

This is one of the things being sleepless can bring me ... a new render !

You really should look at these renders full size .. just click on the pic !

Wee Folk

I particulary like these small people to play with in Poser, they're so cute !

More renders featuring this tribe will follow ..

3D Renders

I want to show some of my latest poserworx here at my blog .. so you'll have at least an idea of what I'm doing lately. *grin*

I'll start with some I've made a few months ago .. Girls in the City.

These are studies for light and pose.

I'll make new posts for the other art I want to show off.

Strange placement of the pics, I know .. sorry.

Is it a crime

This may come, this may come as some surprise
but I miss you
I could see through, all of your lies
But I still miss you
He takes her love, but it doesn't feel like mine
He tastes her kiss, her kisses are not wine, they're not mine
He takes, but surely she can't give what I'm feeling now
She takes, but surely she doesn't know how

Is it a crime
Is it a crime
That I still want you
And I want you to want me too

My love is wider, wider than victoria lake
My love is taller, taller than the empire state

It dives and it jumps
And it ripples like the deepest ocean
I can't give you more than that
Surely you want me back

Is it a crime
Is it a crime
That I still want you
And I want you to want me too

My love is wider than victoria lake
Taller than the empire state
It dives and it jumps
I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back

Is it a crime
Is it a crime
That I still want you
And I want you to want me too

It dives and it jumps
And it ripples like the deepest Ocean
I can't give you more than that
Surely you want me back

Tell me
Is it a crime

My Poser Girl

One of my latest Poser worx ..

Koffie & Tranen

Dutch poetry, not translated yet, sorry.

 

De koffie smaakte naar tranen vanochtend en

flarden van een droom prikken in m'n hoofd om de herinnering los te zuigen

maar veilig verborgen in onder-bewustzijn laten ze alleen de

juichende pijn voelen van verliefd te zijn.

De droom woelde de scherpe herinnering los van niet-eenzaamheid

het niet samen meer kunnen rijgen van de kralen van vroeger en nu

gekoesterd als fotoos en gedachten en omhelzingen in de tijd

Het snoer is gebroken, ik laat ze allemaal los

zwevend en drijvend zoals

ikzelf.

*Ellen*

Holophonic Sounds

Click title link on top please ...
These are called Holophonic sounds and are made to be listened to with headphones.
They are recorded with a dummy head that has two microphones, one in each ear.
The shape of the head and ears must be similar to a human head.
And you will see .. eh .. hear, a most awesome experience !
Just do it, you know you want to !

De klok

Calming the Mind

Calming the Mind

Too much knowledge
Leads to overactivity;
Better to calm the mind.
The more you consider,
The greater the loss;
Better to unify the mind.

- Shih Wang Ming (6th century)